contemplating in silence

malam yg sunyi, udara dingin, langit bertabur bintang, tanpa suara. sunyi. hening.
nothing to say, just you in my mind, with every memories. want you here right beside me, and tell everything unspoken and unknown.
i can't stand with all of these.

malam tengah, makin dingin. ingin ku begini.

reborn

sit in front of this PC makes me thinks, what actually our goal in life? to be rich? to be smart? to be kind?
it's all just question, because we have another goal after reach our previous goal, and it continues till the finish line of our journey.
life is just a game, life is just a joke, life is just a drama
live your life, makes your self free, and enjoy your life...

you life is not just about how to reach you goal, but how you be you...

CUPID>>>>

seperti kemarin, hari ini masih diawali dengan terbitnya sang Surya di ufuk timur...

super CPU di kepalaQ memutar ulang apa yang telah terjadi kemarin, dan juga mengingatkan agenda hari ini, dan ternyata hari ini, TIDAK ADA AGENDA APA-APA!!!!

jadilah saya kesepian di rumah, bertemankan Sylvia, laptop Toshiba yang selalu setia menemaniku ke manapun tas ranselku pergi.

lalu, rencana eksperimen gila pun bergantian meracuni otakku. sendiri di rumah memang membuatku tingkat kewarasanku turun drastis. demi mengatasi rasa kesepian, cupid pun membisikkan ide brillian, naked all day long, biar ada yang nemenin dia. thanks cupid, mayB later.....

than, plan B menghancurkan rasa kesepian. panggil orang sekompleks datang ke rumah. jangan ah, g' ada apa-apa di rumah.

kesepian pun berhasil merajai hariku dan membuatku seperti orang sakaw, terbaring dari pagi hingga sore...

mw nonton, listrik rumah diputusin PLN karena ketahuan selingkuh ama listrik tetangga. hiks....

sore, diriku mandi karena ada janji dengan dia. abis mandi, hujan tiba2 turun, deras. aku menyesal sudah mandi. kalo tau gini, mending mandi hujan, kan bisa ngirit air PDAM.

y sudah, karena udah terlanjur mandi dan juga masih ditemani kesepian, aku nonton......................................

pertunjukan hujan di depan rumah. mirip pertunjukan air mancur.....

hebat kan.....

Ye........

Indonesia masuk final.....

(waktu nulis, gw jg nonton bola, AFF cup)

19122010

seperti kemarin, hari ini masih diawali dengan terbitnya sang Surya di ufuk timur...
super CPU di kepalaQ memutar ulang apa yang telah terjadi kemarin, dan juga mengingatkan agenda hari ini, dan ternyata hari ini, TIDAK ADA AGENDA APA-APA!!!!
jadilah saya kesepian di rumah, bertemankan Sylvia, laptop Toshiba yang selalu setia menemaniku ke manapun tas ranselku pergi.

lalu, rencana eksperimen gila pun bergantian meracuni otakku. sendiri di rumah memang membuatku tingkat kewarasanku turun drastis. demi mengatasi rasa kesepian, cupid pun membisikkan ide brillian, naked all day long, biar ada yang nemenin dia. thanks cupid, mayB later.....
than, plan B menghancurkan rasa kesepian. panggil orang sekompleks datang ke rumah. jangan ah, g' ada apa-apa di rumah.

kesepian pun berhasil merajai hariku dan membuatku seperti orang sakaw, terbaring dari pagi hingga sore...
mw nonton, listrik rumah diputusin PLN karena ketahuan selingkuh ama listrik tetangga. hiks....

sore, diriku mandi karena ada janji dengan dia. abis mandi, hujan tiba2 turun, deras. aku menyesal sudah mandi. kalo tau gini, mending mandi hujan, kan bisa ngirit air PDAM.

y sudah, karena udah terlanjur mandi dan juga masih ditemani kesepian, aku nonton......................................
pertunjukan hujan di depan rumah. mirip pertunjukan air mancur.....
hebat kan.....


Ye........
Indonesia masuk final.....
(waktu nulis, gw jg nonton bola, AFF cup)

19122010

seperti kemarin, hari ini masih diawali dengan terbitnya sang Surya di ufuk timur...
super CPU di kepalaQ memutar ulang apa yang telah terjadi kemarin, dan juga mengingatkan agenda hari ini, dan ternyata hari ini, TIDAK ADA AGENDA APA-APA!!!!
jadilah saya kesepian di rumah, bertemankan Sylvia, laptop Toshiba yang selalu setia menemaniku ke manapun tas ranselku pergi.

lalu, rencana eksperimen gila pun bergantian meracuni otakku. sendiri di rumah memang membuatku tingkat kewarasanku turun drastis. demi mengatasi rasa kesepian, cupid pun membisikkan ide brillian, naked all day long, biar ada yang nemenin dia. thanks cupid, mayB later.....
than, plan B menghancurkan rasa kesepian. panggil orang sekompleks datang ke rumah. jangan ah, g' ada apa-apa di rumah.

kesepian pun berhasil merajai hariku dan membuatku seperti orang sakaw, terbaring dari pagi hingga sore...
mw nonton, listrik rumah diputusin PLN karena ketahuan selingkuh ama listrik tetangga. hiks....

sore, diriku mandi karena ada janji dengan dia. abis mandi, hujan tiba2 turun, deras. aku menyesal sudah mandi. kalo tau gini, mending mandi hujan, kan bisa ngirit air PDAM.

y sudah, karena udah terlanjur mandi dan juga masih ditemani kesepian, aku nonton......................................
pertunjukan hujan di depan rumah. mirip pertunjukan air mancur.....
hebat kan.....


Ye........
Indonesia masuk final.....
(waktu nulis, gw jg nonton bola, AFF cup)

unsure

hari ini, masih seperti hari kemarin, hari kemarinnya, dan kemarinnya lagi. intinya, sang pencipta masih sudi meminjamkan oksigennya untuk kuhirup, and I'm still alive guys...

24 jam tak terasa sudah hampir selesai, dan malam pun sudah di ujung perjalanannya, saatnya kita tertidur, dan mulai bermimpi....

hari ini sesuatunya biasa saja, namun ada sesuatu yang luar bisa, yang membuatku percaya bahwa kekuatan cinta bisa membuat orang lemah menjadi sangat kuat...

thanks to God, who creates love, and let me feel love

lilin setia

hari ini, diawali dengan bangun di tengah malam, lalu disambut dengan suasana kamar yang gelap gulita, tanpa cahaya, serta tak ada suara. tiba-tiba suara itu samar terdengar. sial! itu cuma suara perutku yang keroncongan, dari pagi belum terisi. tidur pun kulanjutkan sambil bermimpi indah di istana yang penuh makanan.

esok paginya, matahari pagi menyambut tubuhku yang baru saja selesai menghabiskan makanan yang tersisa di istanaku. wc, dapur, ruang tengah berturut-turut jadi korban langkah kakiku. sasaran selanjutnya, KAMPUS.

begitu kakiku kulangkahkan keluar , nampaknya rumahku tak rela kutinggalkan. hujan pun deras menerjangku tanda sedihnya rumahku (g'nyambung yh?)

well, bumi pun berputar mengantar matahari menjemput bulan, dan rumahku pun mengusap air hujannya ketika diriku yang gagah seperti Tom Cruise pulang.

home sweet home....

(hubungan cerita ma judul ap yh?)

surya's poem...

efil

nothing

regret - goodbye - hurt

as the cab we wait for

then comes the tears

as the black spot in the dark nite

we are the players

may same, may different

I, her, thou, him, we, them

but wall, hole, call, trap, goal

find tears, uniform, monkey, honey, green, chair, party, laugh, shadow, soil

for the edge

to find thousands footprints

as the first step walked

then draw the circuit

crying like never end

crying in the white splash

nothing

hurted

yeah, finally....


waddaya think if ur lover disobey u?
waddaya think if she doesnt understand u?
waddaya think if she wanna lose u?

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24042010

few days ago, as usual, I watched TV in the morning. and u know what? i heard a news that said there is a man in Java,Indonesia who considered himself as a prophet and the most crazy thing is he offers HEAVEN. all we have to do just pay 1.000.000 rupiahs, and he guarrantee you'll have a place in it. what a hot news.

know or not, lately there were many people who act like is prophet and offer heaven in their own way. what happen? do we really want heaven so much? are we sure the heaven really exist? or Heaven just a myth? is GOD exist or there is no GOD?

i dunno d'answer...
if u know, tell me...

23042010

i dunno what's wrong to me. i just feel that i lost something, and i dunno what it is. why could this happen to me? hhehe... stop it.

started from contemplating, activity i like most, i was thinking why we need each other in our life. are we so fragile? are we so weak? can't we life alone?
we are human, we are strong, we are smart, but why we still need a partner. why? anybody know?